🤯 THAT TIME I THOUGHT I LOST MY MIND 🤯

 Okay, ONE of the times I thought I lost my mind, lol.  I came across this article and it took me back to that time.

I had a client for one of my signature Heart Space Bliss sessions and like many of my clients, she came to me expressing issues with her health and challenges she faced because of them.  

Even when my clients are only coming to me for emotional wellness, we will narrow down what about their physical health isn’t ideal too.  This can help us determine the main underlying emotional issue, the main cause of the stress/anxiety which can sometimes steer us in the most efficient direction to begin the energetic healing they need for overall wellness.

Anyway, this client spoke of her gallbladder, kidney and… I’m forgetting the third organ right now. So, we selected the crystal prescription, I set up my singing bowls and began the reiki portion of the session. Usually I do not speak during the session, but that day I whispered, may I share something that just came up? After she responded with a yes, I told her that I felt she should see if she could have a conversation with those organs during the session.  I never had anything like that happen before and for those of you who know me, know that as much as I 100% believe in the work that I do, I also think is sounds insane. This moment was a topper!  For a few seconds, I thought “ Okay, great, I’ve lost it.  I thought I was crazy before.. now it is official!”

My immediate thought was that if the client thought I was crazy, she may never want to see me again 😖  But if it was a message sent by the universe, maybe it would change her life forever.  

So, I told my logical mind to stop the doubt, ego, fear of judgement and the need to have all the answers, black and white.  I asked myself to let go and see what would happen.  

As the session wrapped up and we talked afterward about what came up, she shared that she did in fact have that conversation with her organs and they had a lot to say.  They felt neglected, taken for granted and that she gave up on them too soon.  They were sad, they only ever heard her complain about them.  They told her they wanted to feel more appreciated and to know that she noticed how hard they worked.  It was clear that her having this conversation was a big step toward reconciling with them.

A few weeks later during our next session, she shared how she is having regular interactions with them now.  Thanking them, acknowledging them for their hard work that used to go unrecognized. And how so far, if nothing else, she felt a shift in energy thanks to her gratitude.  

This article isn’t about the exact same thing, but I felt so validated when I saw it.  Maybe, I’m not crazy? 😜 Maybe we should be giving the different organs, functions or departments of the body some of it’s own attention, rather than lumping it all together as a whole.  They say gratitude is some of the best medicine.  Maybe this could be the beginning of the healing you need. 

If you would like to learn more about this work, energy medicine, to support your western medicine or just to keep yourself balanced and healthy, connect with me so we can chat.

https://energylifesciences.com/organs-have-their-own-consciousness/?fbclid=IwAR3CBv_lVOYQcO7BA4oRuFuAN553N30MD9LORQnHfVEhU1ZYcXBciptcF0I

SOME PERSONAL SHIT FOR YA'ALL...

I have been thrilled with my work helping individuals heal from anxiety, depression, trauma. It has been incredible! Beyond my expectations for at least year, maybe more.

Ironically, even thought my clients and I have been thrilled with their transformation, I have not been doing so well. 

I have been going through a lot, working with some powerful healing modalities and experiencing that much of it has been REALLY intense to process. 

Part of me LOVES this (All of me) and then I get too busy to really work through it - like the plumber with leaky pipes or the shoemaker with no shoes. 

I say I get too busy when actually, it is probably more likely that it is resistance kicking in. 

Historically, I am uncomfortable with change. Not just uncomfortable, almost terrified. And I am just as afraid of things staying the same. So resistance keeps me "safe" in limbo.

A few weeks ago I decided to really commit to myself and do the work that I provide for others: shadow work, clearing beliefs, balancing energy, changing mindset and all the things that will make my heart smile again. 

I'm taking myself through my own 12 week Emotional Freedom Program.

I wanted to find the perfect environment for this journey. Even though the jungle worked a few years back, I'm changing it up - this time I picked the beach  🛬 ⛱ 🌊

If anyone would like to join me in my program, reach out to chat about it so you can decide if it a good fit for you too.

WHAT IF I TOLD YOU LETTING GO WAS THE ONLY WAY TO FULFILLMENT?

Would you think I was crazy?  
Would you want more information? 

I know I did when one of my mentors/coaches told me it was what I needed most at this time in my life and for my business. 

It isn't a new concept but it is one I find a step beyond the Law of Attraction. And it scares the shit out of me. 

It is the practice of SURRENDERING.

Man, this one can be difficult for those of us with anxiety, PTSD, depression and all of those things. It means letting go of control and the need to know 😦 COMPLETELY!

If you are like me, even the thought of this is Fucking Painful - It makes my palms tingle and my heart start to race.

During a conversation with my coach, she suggested a book. A really easy read - just a few hours ⏰

And WOW! How much can change about life from a few hundred pages!

The most interesting part about this was how EVERY SINGLE PERSON that I have spoken to since then has mentioned letting go, trusting the process, going with the flow, lowering expectations to decrease disappointment. 

It does not feel like a coincidence. And I think the book set in motion this whole idea of flow, to help me ease into the practice of surrendering. 

What could surrendering look like? 

It could be allowing yourself to really sink into yourself, see your biggest dream, make your wish list, take some steps to get you closer to it AND stay flexible, maybe the way you think this goal will be achieved isn't the way at all. Be open.

If we stay so rigid and control freakish, we may put a block in the path that would get us where we would like to go or better yet, where we are MEANT to go.

It could be trusting in God, Source, the Universe or whatever type of higher power you believe in, to carry you along so you achieve and receive everything you are meant to at the exact time you are meant to. 

The idea is "Who am I to assume i am certain about what is best for me? There is something leading me and I need to trust and flow."

Visually, I think of this as one of those lazy rivers at a water park.  🏞 
You don't see people fighting the flow in those. You see people laying in the raft, floating along AND that is what makes is so relaxing and enjoyable. 

No rush to get anywhere, you don't even have to make choices, the flow will take you to your destination. 

Doesn't that sound so much more peaceful than the way we usually experience life?

This isn't the most elaborate of my posts but I figure it is enough to pique interest and for those of you it does, I would love to set up a time to chat. ☎️

I'll share with you the title of the book! 📕

We can see how this concept can serve you, your goals and overcoming your challenges. 

We can also create a realistic way for you to begin to practice. 

I will be traveling through the 11th and back to work on the 13th. You are welcome to message me before the 13th, just please understand if you receive a delayed response